One friend lives here and loves it! He can never see himself going back to the US. Another friend grew to hate Japan, and now continues hating it but in a different country.
So where am I in all of this? It's hard to say because I don't think words could accurately show my feelings. Please let my lack of words paint a picture for you.
But heck, all-in-all my life is good. I have more than the bare essentials for life, and for that I am content (most of the time). I am less content with my own holes as a human. I have some flaws in my character I wish I could change, and so I continue to try. Changing yourself is a very difficult
task. Battling all the layers of comfort and habit to form a new person is... not easy. I hope I can become a person who enjoys working harder than I do now.
With that, I've got to meet some friends. See ya!


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